thanks..

thank you..

thank you for the sentences..

i keep thinking u said that juz wan me to stop loving u..

i keep forcing myself to think that u said that bcuz u love her! n u don't love me!

but anyway..thank you for the sentences..

i won't find u anymore..

n i will kick you out of my heart..

remember your promises..

be good to her, not to hurt her and love her..

i'm hurt today..

very hurt..

i cried again..=(

i argue with my bro..

thn i called him..i am so stupid!

i dun wan to call him..but dunno why..i automatically call him and tell him my bro bully me..

he keep asking me don't cry..and ask me what i want now..

i said dunno..

i dunno what i want..

thn i calm down myself and asked him: you hurt yourselves because of her?

thn he asked me don't ask..so i said okay..

thn he asked me why i called him..i said i automatically called him de..

thn he said: u cannot like tat de..I GOT GF DY..

when i heard that..i cried..tears rolling down my cheeks uncontrolled..

thn i said: okay..sorry for disturbing..i will never find u anymore..

thn i straight away end the call..

i keep crying non-stop..

and i speak to my mirror..=.=

i said: munyee..u cannot like tat! u should forget him! u should stop loving him! he don't love you anymore! he buy chocolates for his gf! n not for u!

from now on..

i will make myself busy and stop thinking of you..

i can de! i can kick you out of my heart!!!

i can de! you're not worth for me to remember! and not worth for me to love!

i will keep all the things that you gave me last time in a box..including the soft toy dog..

that tin of candies melt as our loves end..

my heart is just like this apple full with wounds, needles and plasters..